1. This is a collection of truism for me as a builder of the family name. I am beloved of God, I am a movitator and a support system within the Church body.
2. I recognize and plan to use this collection of instruction either as a teacher or to make myself wise; these truisms may be a reproof, a warning, or boundaries set within my attitudes, behaviors, and motives as a discipline.
3. My desire is to comprehend the disciplines of discernment, the transparency of righteousness, and to grow a healthy self-esteem.
4. I purpose to commit to Godly counsel, to identify deception that usually accompanies arrogance, and to understand Godly attitudes, behaviors, and avoid wicked motives.
5. My alert mind will receive Your discerned understanding Lord, whether I am the teacher or the student; I will be determined to use Your guidance for my lifestyle.
6. I want to master these truisms, and what they teach my rational being; these behavioral norms with mysterious, and sometimes irrational attitudes, that have possessed my carnal nature.
7.I choose to give reverence to You Lord, You are the first fruit of my throught process but my carnal thinking cannot tolerate the bond of Your discernment and its understanding.
8. As a builder of the family name I listen to the Word You give Father; I will not ignore the strength of Your bonding of me to Your Church.
9.Godly attitudes and behaviors will adorn my personality with grace, kindness, and favor; it is because of Your Word that my thinking and actions will no longer choke relationships or Your purpose within my life.
10. I am a builder of the family name, I am aware that there are carnal offenders who try to mislead, condemn, or defame Your character; I will rebuke their ideology from my thoughts and intents of my motives.
11. I will ignore those who imitate this carnal attitude and behavior; especially when they attack the forgiven with slander and lies:
12. If I do not devour Your intentions and disciplines; I would easily develope their cistern way of thinking.
13. Their attitude of intellectual wealth and strong ability would fuel my soul with empty plunder and spiritual sickness:
14. It is true that I would be greatly accepted by those who count themselves as the elite; if I would only conform to their ideas of successful ideology.
15. I choose to be a builder of the family name, I will not grow, persue, or prosper with this carnal idology; I choose to abstain from carnal attitudes and behaviors of these aristocratic thinkers.
16. This ideology gives value to shameful lifestyles; they love the idea of destroying someone who they disagree with or who think differently than they.
17. Without conscience or cause this display of conceit and self-importance can be and is easily seen by all those who dare to look.
18. What is not understood is that this type of attitude is simple denial of their own soul and vitality is in desperate need of restoration; and their behaviors in simple need of change.
19. This lifestyle is laced with self-centered thinking and motivation of gain; the covetousness within attitude and behavior distroys any spiritual health or well-being.
20. Good judgement and foresight is similar to a dull ache felt because of the void within discernment; the loud absense of common sense is heard and apparent.
21. The clamoring within my soul shook my spiritual being and I was agitated, the transparency of carnality plowed through my self protective walls: the awareness of my lack of instruction and discernment were revealed.
22. How many times will I be seduced by these carnal desires and ignore Godly instruction? This stupidity divides my soul: arrogance and ideology make my attitudes fat with psuedo self-importance, and it clouds my ability of reason to convict my conscience.
23. Now that I can feel conviction I must change, I will receive Your truth and I will then comprehend Your Word for my life and its reactions.
24. It is You Lord who has called me to this truth, in the past I have ignored the call and refused the discipline: You have given the power, means, and direction for ministry but I paid no attention to it.
25. I did not heed Your counsel or purpose, I simply ignored or justified my position with scarasm instead of paying attention to Your correction within my attitudes and behaviors.
26. You watched me play this game and deny any abusive thoughts I had, no one acknowledged or understood my facade until this conviction invaded my soul; then I knew.
27. This dreadful feeling was devastating and the anxiety was overwhelming; I was exhausted and depressed.
28. I cried and cried for Your help, but my ears were closed to Your comfort, I did not hear You; no matter when or where I cried for Your peace, I could not find You.
29. I did not want to change, I just wanted to feel content within my emotional being again; I did not want to revere Your Sovereign Lord. I wanted the power within my life.
30. I did not and would not acknowledge Your Word or purpose; I rejected and resented Your discipline and correction.
31. Now I am forced to face myself, my chosen lifestyle, and carnal attitudes and behaviors alone with all this negative emotional baggage it carrys with it.
32. Anyone who chooses to turn their lifestyle away from Godly attitudes, behaviors, and motives will be easily seduced by carnal thinking, psuedo tranquality, and material success and will be lost of their true identity in You, Lord.
33. I now choose obedience and understanding of Your discipline Lord, it enables security and trust within my emotional well-being; I will be confident and gain peace of mind and not get caught up with self interested motives.
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